Being to realise tao xing and intelligent is two different thing. U can be very good at dharma knowledge or even good at telling ppl historical stories abt buddhism.

But tao xing is soooooooo special and unique tat not all can get or received…. the more u desired the more u will not receive. Tao Xing is something very mystical….it will come very naturally. It comes from our daily life, no matter where u r,  if only our heart can be peaceful/quiet ……. even when sitting in a rough environment.  

But to receive tao xing is also a torture…the more u understand, the more sad u will be. Cos u are able to see ppl making mistake repeatedly…taking the path u have been through…. U will feel helpless cos u pity them and some how or rather unble to help/advise them. Or even when u do so, they will take it tat u r singing song……….lalalalala… Wat can u do???? NOTHING……. ONLY WAITING FOR THEM TO WAKE UP……….haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz  Waiting for them to wake up is a torture, u must really b patient, preverance enough to wait…….. JUs to wait for them to wake up………. sad sad sad……………..SO WHEN ???????????

SOOOOOOOOOO UNFAIR……………ANYWAY THERE IS NO FAIRNESSSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!

Does this consider a lesson for us learn?????

I am also learning but this path is not easy. Not the path to pure land but the path to be a better person……..

UNJUSTIFIED / EMO YUPPIE……..

PS: FEELING GOOD AFTER THROWING OUT EVERYTHING , SHIFU I AM OKIE, JUST SOME  EMO FEELING FROM 人性。PLEASE PARDON ME……….WAHAHAHAAAAAA

So long never blog……..

Have been doing jing zuo for the past few days but not diligent enough. The jing zuo only last for 15 to 20 mins feel zzzzzzzzzzzzz don really feel much.

Yesterday manage to complete 45 mins, before start whole body oready feel warm. After a while the head moves slowly from left to right, up and down stretching my neck and throat. My lip started to feel numb(ants bitting),slowly open my mouth wide and big. follow by lower jaws exercise(up, down,left , right),Tink the mouth exercise last for 10 to 15 mins. While doing the mouth exercise, can feel crown chakra. Body moves slowly from left to right.

A lot of us always ask: How to accumulate merit? Which charity org  to donate money can accumulate more merit? Last week event at fo guan shan’s(佛光山) toilet, there is this memo paste at the toilet door. It states bu lang fei zi, shi yi zhong fu bao（不浪费纸，是一种福报）

I begin realise that to accumulate merit is very easy and vice versa…..is not that i don know is never tot of it before. we don have to use donation or do charity work to accumulate merit. By not wasting food, not wasting toilet paper, by greeting/smiling at ppl every am, when we wake up, tell ourself to be grateful that we are shi zi jian quan（四肢健全）. We can talk, walk,tink,see, smell like a norm, to treasure what we have, be gratitude, love the environment and not take for granted at our daily life.

I know shifu had been repeatedly saying the above but knowing and understanding is different. Merits can be accumulate through daily life. Even the smallest thing that we do with good intention is accumulating merits. Yuppie ……..

(Posted 2 days late)

 

 Yesterday 静坐 was fantastic……..Can feel a troop of ants moving slowly from my “long wei gu” upwards direction to my back, shoulder, follow by neck then head. After a while the energy spread to both my arms till it covers my finger.Haven finish….. shifu came in……………..do visualise of red ball…………….haizzzzzzzz…………..

 

 

 

 

 Initially when i start “jing zuo “,my head will feel heavy, heart pump very fast and breathless.Thinking tat is my own problem, cos got low blood count mah. After reading ah wer blog, clarify with her on the breathless and heart throbbing feeling during “jing zuo” .Assure myself tat i am NORMAL… haaaa….. tat’s why i am yr frenz, Wer !!!!!

Thank you, all bro and sis for the healing section yesterday. Specially thanks to Carlos shi xiong, cos can feel white light when he “jia ci” me on my head and hand feel numb. Heard Carlos shi xiong taking to my “ka ling”, drawing amulet on my forehead, body and leg. (xin ku ni le)

During the healing,keep repeating:

 GET OUT OF MY BODY

I DON WANT TO BE TORTURE BY U ANYMORE, ITS ENOUGH!!!!!

I WANT TO GET WELL!!! I WANT TO GET WELL!!!!

The feeling is so strong that i almost shouted out.

After the healing, i ask carlos shi xiong wat he say to my “ka ling”, Very happy and satisfy with the ans.

‘GET OUT OF THE BODY’

Goggy Yuppie after the healing……………….:)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Yesterday drink ah ling da bei shui…….

 

 

Ask hubby dom how to feel whether da bei shui got energy. He ask me to yun ling and hold the da bei shui.

Then i remember ah ling sms to chant Nam Mo Da Bei Guan Shi Ying x 10 times before drink.

So i try …..yun ling, hold the bottle than chant………………..

After a while, feel the energy come……I immediately sms ah ling to congrate her and she promised to made more.

Heeeeeeeee

I take for granted when i first drink da jie’s da bei shui, not knowing how the water is produce .

After listening to the guan ying ma sharing, da bei shui is not easy lor. Must appreciate the guan ying ma hardship.

DA BEI SHUI – JIA LAN!!!!!!!

GUAN YIN MA – JIA YOU!!!!!

CHEERS!!!!!! x 3

Have been using yin yang water for the past two days, shifu said use every two days once but i kia su. I have been doing it everyday since last sunday, it takes me 10 to 15 mins to cleanse my whole body. i carefully wipe my whole body x 3 times, hoping to clear the negative energy faster. Realize i have been gossiping/complaining/speaking ills lately, trying to put a stop. The most effective way is talk less and don talk unnecessary. Always be mindful on my speech. Feeling guilty, i have been chanting “bai zi ming zhou” x 3 starting yesterday. Shifu ; do i need to do “guan siang” when chanting “bai zi ming zhou”

Have been doing homework for the past 3 days, but cannot concentrate especially when doing yoga. A lot of thoughts keep coming into my mind, one after another……no matter how hard i try to concentrate be it pranic breathing or sit up straight.

Then i ask myself wat’s bothering me??? the ans is nothing… i have lost the feeling of 忘 我. In the past when i do GYFM, i can switch into the mode easily.

haizzzzzzzzzzzz     越修越差。

YOGA: normal

GYFM: completed 9 sets…..ribs feel aching especially when doing both in both out. stomach feel funny(don noe how to explain)

YOGA: hand vibrates, finger touch eye chakra, throat chakra and my injured leg, mouth open…..body moves gracefully…..

GYFM: only complete 4 sets

YOGA: crown chakra and hand feel numb, mouth open slow and wide 

GYFM: completed

YOGA:  throat feel dry and itch. hand to elbow feel numb like ants biting sensation, crown chakra feel numb 

GYFM: manage to complete 9 sets but breathless